Sunday, February 3, 2013

The Ending...


As we all grow up we have a particular activity that we follow. The activity that we put all our heart into, all the time necessary in becoming better, and literally all of the blood, sweat, and tears that go into the activity. All of it comes to an end at one point or another. How do we deal with this kind of ending story? Well, it all depends on the person. The person who has been one hundred percent dedicated will either take it badly or just take it as it is.

In other words, this is manly directed to any athlete playing a sport. It does not matter if the sport is cheerleading, chess, wrestling, jump rope, or basketball. Anything you consider a sport is a sport. We all love a sport to the point where we would do anything just to play.

Some play the sport for a lifetime, and others play for a shorter amount of time. But equally they all love the sport dearly.

With my story, well it is a chapter in my life that I will cherish forever. It is the most memorable and also the longest. I first picked up a basketball when I was in the fifth grade. My friend told me to play with him on a youth basketball team and said it would be fun. So, from then on I played basketball basically everyday. Since the first day of picking up a basketball I have played maybe more than a thousand games. A thousand games I have played ranging from little league to the big boys, high school basketball. Many memories were made just from a simple sport and many friends were made from the sport. The sport took many places. I’ve been all over the Navajo Nation, all over Arizona, and visited other states as well just playing the sport I love.

Not only has basketball brought me cherishing memories, it has taught me some life lessons. Life lessons of taking responsibility, becoming a man, and to do everything one hundred percent and always work hard.

Sadly, my basketball career came to an end. Playing my last high school basketball game was one of the hardest games I have ever played. Some of you reading might be thinking “Why was it hard? You can go to the park to play a game or go to the gym anytime and play.” Well it would not be the same. It won’t be the same because there is nothing to play for now. All of the years I’ve been playing I’ve played for a reason, but now that we are not in the playoffs or regional tournament there is nothing else to play for. My last home game was the most difficult because it was my last time playing somewhere I enjoyed and somewhere I felt comfortable. But that last game I could not stay focused. I missed all of my shots. I missed like three three-pointers, an easy lay up, and I had a few turnovers.  All that was on my mind was how would by boys do next year when us seniors are gone. Who will be there to watch over them on and off of the court? Who else is going to push them into playing harder? The whole game I was manly focused on them and began to keep having flashbacks on my four years playing on that court.

Then finally, the fourth quarter had ended and the buzzard went off. With this buzzard it was very different. IT continued to echo, and while it echoed it took me back to when I first started playing basketball for Holbrook. All of the memories of wearing a Holbrook jersey ran through my mind in a split second. There was nothing more I could do then just cry. A burst of uncontrollable tears ran down my face. After four years of playing high school basketball it had ended and seemed as if the four years were only a year. My heart was truly saddened that it had ended, that we could not go to regionals or state playoffs. Because we knew we deserved to be there as one of the top ten teams in the state, but to come up far short of that was the saddest…

Now the only thing to do is play basketball for enjoyment and to stay I shape, I will always love the sport no matter what. I will never forget the journey I took to get this far in the sport.

But everything has to end, that is why they call it The Ending…

4 comments:

  1. I completely see where you’re coming from Brandon. I had that same feeling during my last home soccer game. I have played soccer since I was four years old and now it’s over. I find myself forgetting that its over I keep thinking of what I need to do next season, but sadly there is no next season. This thought really depressed me one day then I saw some kids playing soccer in their front yard. The way I see it you learn a lot from a sport and that’s not going to end. You now have the opportunity to pass your knowledge onto others. Who knows maybe you can become the coach of a new generation of state champions. Or if not at least you enjoyed the time you spent playing. I really enjoyed your post it kind of sums up high school and how that too will end. I guess we have a lot of endings coming our way!

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  2. Brandon, you are an amazing basketball player and a very caring person. We didn’t know each other much until this year but I am glad to call you my friend now. I enjoyed reading your blog, it honestly touched some emotions, at time tears began to build and the big lump in my throat began to build. I’m sorry you didn’t make it to state playoffs but you guys will always be #1 in our hearts. Everything has to come to an end and you may have to give up important things to go on but in the end it’s all worth it. Just remember all the memories and amazing people you played with. I remember having to give up playing volleyball when I got pregnant and it was difficult. But now I am a mom and it’s definitely the greatest. I see you as a determined, motivating guy so stay that way (:

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  3. Brandon- Playing your "last" game is always the hardest. It makes you wonder why you have played for so long, and helps you to reflect on your love for the game. Watching you play it is obvious that you have a love for basketball. A lot of times, sitting in the stands, people cannot see the emotion that goes into the game of basketball. I think that basketball is a very emotional game and it requires a lot of emotions along with the physical aspect of the game. By putting in so much emotion, it is hard to just let something go so quickly. It's almost like a break-up! haha You have dedicated so much time and effort to the team that you have impacted many lives. I know that watching you play has helped me rediscover the heart needed to play the game. You have given so much to the team and program that you will be remembered. Find the happy moments of the season and relive those in your mind. Basketball will always be there for you, you just need to find a new beginning. (:

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  4. It’s our senior year, and it seems like every way we turn something is ending. We are all losing the things that we are so used to having as a part of our lives. It seems like we the four years that we have been in school is the eighteen years we have lived and it’s coming to an end. My sport has just started and my season won’t be regretted because we have worked so hard that the outcome isn’t what it’s about anymore it’s about living the love of the game. Although winning a state championship is still a goal that everyone wants to end with we know that there isn’t regret if we don’t get there. At this point we have to realize that it’s now our time to be the adults that coach kid into playing sports that they will have a passion for like we do. All of the sweat and tears serve as memories that will be stained into our hearts like the blood we all stained on our jerseys.

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